Risharde's Blog I AM THE FUTURE

Hey everyone, a lot has been going on in work and also with my personal projects, even with my personal life and I feel very overwhelmed by it all. Everytime I come on the blog to write something, I get this sour feeling lately and not because I'm upset with anything but its like something's holding me back from writing. I have to figure out what it is as soon as I can because I want to tell you guys!

Until then, take it slight in your doubles or.... if you prefer, keep your stick on the ice :)

--Rish

If I've never expressed some of the bitterness I have within me, yes I am bitter. The more stones are thrown at me, the more I hope that I will not be killed by one hitting my skull - and with every stone that I dodge, the flame becomes a wild fire and the wild fire becomes an enormous atmosphere of fury. Becoming closer to the edge feels as if something pulls me and keeps pulling me away from logistics and humanity and if it keeps pulling, maybe the fury will need to be expressed.

I remember a time when a few good people told me I was good enough to record a music CD and I wish I could bring back those days when people would encourage others to do what they enjoy.

My mom always tells me that I'm good but I consider it a biased opinion. A lot of people never tell me anything maybe because I'm not good. Nevertheless, some have really hit me hard with their words and I have realised one thing from these words...

Negative words tend to break who we are, making our mind limit ourselves but maybe these people are selfish. They want dreams for themselves only and they'll never see further than what their pathetic little brains can show them, there is one particular doctor that comes to my mind when I think about all the fuel I've stored inside my heart.

I suppose that I am humbled as I realise that the world will not wait for me to move on to better things...that I am but a mere spot in this ever changing world that becomes increasingly selfish as I am becoming, perhaps adapting to the world which is in fact, unfortunately at times, my home.

So if the world won't change for me, I've thought about how I can change the world and came up with a few ideas

When someone belittles me, I suppose I should act accordingly as to teach them such a lesson that they will never belittle anyone again

When I see an educated person that acts foolishly or perhaps ignorantly, it should remind me to not be insecure about people who have really only been partially educated but remain fools.

When someone says something to hurt me, maybe I should say back things and remind them that I can sting when aggravated?

Just want to wish you all my readers a happy merry Christmas
Not forgetting that the reason for Celebrating Christmas is because historically, Jesus died for the sins of you and I, whether you believe it or not - it doesn't mean that life is going to be easier but perhaps the after life will be (since energy cannot be created or destroyed, so to, when you die, your energy is not destroyed so there is a possibility of an after life)

--Rish

I'm wondering if this is even possible anymore?

Something Beautiful - Jars of Clay

If you put your arms around me,

So I bet a few of you have been wondering how to forward emails automatically from your exchange email to other email addresses both internally or externally. For example if my exchange email is risharde@domain.com and I want to forward this to risharde2@domain.com AND to risharde@gmail.com then the following method I am about to explain will work.

Firstly, in order for you to forward to an external email address, Exchange 2007 Graphical User Interface must see the email address as a "Mail Contact". Thus, you need to go to "Recipient Configuration" and create a new Mail Contact.

Secondly, you need to create a distribution list and add the Mail Contact you created to this distribution list - you can add other email addresses here that you want to get the forwarded emails.

Thirdly, go to the User Mailbox and in the Delivery Options, set it to forward to the distribution list.

Sometimes I want to believe but my extra eyes see the lies. We all have lied at some point in our lives and none of us are perfect - I'll give you that and that saying about "What we don't see can't hurt us" was just a saying to comfort us at night while we're asleep, trust me.

I'm glad that I have the ability to see between lines and through people and I'm learning to stay silent now (with good cause I assure you) but please remember that I know when you might not want me to know and I wish I could call names but I can't.

So what does one do when one can see that what one thought was unbreakable isn't? One accepts it in silence trying to find the highest level of comparative connection hoping that a season of restoration will begin and that's 99.9999% chance that it won't without major third party intervention. By all means you may think you know what I'm talking about in specifics but I assure you that you don't, just understand the meaning to what I say.

You and a few others that read my blog from time to time may wonder "Why dis boi so negative all the time".
So I am going to try to explain this as best I think

The analogy is very simple, you want to go nature walking through a nature trail, you meet a river, there are 2 options, either go through ice cold river water up to your eye or pass over the bridge? What would you choose? I would choose the bridge unless there is some sort of hazard that is more dangerous than passing through the river. Many times, I see people around me making very stupid decisions and they enjoy doing it, like having sex with multiple partners, like drinking alcohol until they so drunk, they don't know their names, like lying to themselves about who they are, trying to make you feel they are your friends when they aren't, using people for only what they can get out of them and turning their backs after.

I have to compliment the judges this time around, they were more positive in this round....

I'm sorry, thought, I know I am not perfect, but I must be crazy, the finalists I saw today don't have tuned voices, the people who vote for them simply don't seem know talent.

Oh ggosh, Trinidad isn't going to the dogs, its already gone, we have no hope, really, we don't. No wonder we so mediocre...

Whey. I not exaggerating, but seriously, I need to leave this country and mentality.